I couldn't care anymore. I just feel so tired of all this. I just don't feel like this is real. Just let me rant,please. I guess it's all myself, having to choose all these to tolerate and controlling myself. When all those lies and problems we have been facing, changes overnight. I know it is so so so hard. But probably, it's different now. Feeling that and I couldn't? Why? Have you ever consider my feelings? Maybe it's really just myself, me, my decision, my reluctance and my character. Maybe you didn't even care about me that much. But I'm really tired. I just need more time... I just need more of myself. My posts have been all like that, what have happen to me? Why is this happening? I just can't control my feelings.
