Journalling down life

2009-10-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

I have moved.

mabeltan.wordpress.com

2009-09-04T12:31:00.001+08:00

2009-09-02T23:58:00.003+08:00

I have been neglecting my blog space :( BOO!

I really wanna have a new blogging space or maybe just frequent my blogging time. Neeways, I have been looking forward to my upcoming trip to Shanghai-Hangzhou trip. Hohoho! I guess... I needa new camera. Maybe a DSLR? And I want E71! And Gucci lanyard!

I'm off to more packing :) Eileen says my toiletries are a month load of supply. HAHA. I'll be just away for 7 days. Lalalala~

2009-08-25T01:30:00.002+08:00

So much of those actually. I guess choices are up to be made. It's not up to me anyway... but I have been feeling the pain. I wonder if I was also making the right choice, but I think I did not regret bits of it, cause at least I'm truthful towards what I want to attain. I believe in constant trying? Haha. Please me please. HAHA. BYE

The last ut on the go (:

2009-08-24T01:59:00.002+08:00

I don't even think you could threaten me in your whatever ways. And I don't think I was wrong for asking.. cause it is so god damn logical. Common sense please. Like damn, I don't need you to say this and that, or what so ever things that I should even oblige. Cause I don't like it, and you don't have the rights to order. Or even threaten? That's so damn whatever. If you expect people to do things for you, do that for people too. Whatever ways people are treating you is the mirror of reflection on how you're treating people. I don't need anyone to reprimand me on what I'm doing or what I have done, cause I need only to account for myself, but nobody.

Emotions and all just made me realize sometimes I handled it wrongly. But then again.. I guess.. No one would need to account to anybody. Well well, 2 more days. And I shall become another person (:

P.S : FC, I'm not emo. And stop stalking me. HAHA.

2009-08-15T01:43:00.004+08:00

I guess this is life. Maybe those ups. Maybe those downs. I guess, it is hard. Nevertheless, I will make it possible. Being delirious in my own crazy little ways. Everything have happened, and I know things happen for a reason. Say I'm right, please. I should never regret or maybe I should regret? This is life... no? Confounded people, confusing minds. Trying to be with someone is not being in a relationship. Being in one means you could just be yourself and not try to communicate or whatsoever to please each other. I guess, all of you out there understand. But how hard have we all been trying? Not once, not twice or even for the rest of your life... will you regret the choice? Being simple is never so easy or "simple" as it seems.

Life have been so fragile. Who knows what would happen next? Things are just so close to me. Those happenings are so real, accident? How can human even prevail and defend ourselves when this are all the saying for God? Sometimes, I miss the people in my life... like my primary school friends, secondary school friends and my poly friends. Less talking does not mean I have forgotten about you. Sometimes we need to make decisions, in choosing our friends, making part of life fulfilling and enjoying. Part of life, you may think of choosing different people as your friends, but yet again... are they really your friends? No one could judge, not me not you.

I'm afraid of this. I'm afraid of death, people's death. BK, since last year... I still haven't accept that you're already not here. I chose to run away from all those, but could I? How am I suppose to face it so bravely? I can't. Sometimes I hope, life could be more plain, be more enhancing yet simple. But what are the facts? Death is one. Living is two.

Getting through and enduring it... ain't easy.
Just a emotional post.

BYE.

FYP madness

2009-08-07T14:48:00.000+08:00

Have been doing a lot of work these days. FYP is seriously killing. And I have no time for anything :(

Would update more during holidays. Wahahaha.

(: Meanwhile, enjoy this weekend!

Jobs anyone?

2009-08-07T14:46:00.000+08:00

Night and Late Nights shift. (Any days)
Near Chinatown.
Wine retail and service.
$7 per hour.

Mail me if you guys are interested.
mabel_tan@hotmail.com

Loves (:

(:

2009-07-29T00:17:00.004+08:00

Have been away from blog for the longest time :(

But I guess I'm still back for blogging, cause it's love. Just some random pictures on the last week wedding blast. I dressed quite casually actually. All the other photos on Facebook! (:

Have been really getting away from school and seriously-don't-think-can-pass-modules making me all stirred up. What's wrong actually? Maybe my laptop and cause I'm just so sick of school. I hope lappie comes back quickly and school ends quickly. Fyp report, due on 5th.
I hate Silicon.
I hate MKS sputtering.
I hate YOU.

Have been yoghurting a lot these days! LOL (: And I shall blog more often, I promise.

2009-07-04T23:28:00.001+08:00

How long have I not blog with pictures?????

I'm guess plain lazy. LOL. Maybe tomorrow! (:

2009-06-26T18:27:00.001+08:00

Have I not tried hard enough? Or is it just you?

2009-06-25T12:34:00.000+08:00

I have been skipping school! :(

Morning calls anyone? ZZZZZZzzzz

Would we ever be contented with our life?

2009-06-24T18:18:00.003+08:00

Would we ever be contented with our life?
I guess it is human's nature to be greedy and wanting more. Like how money is never enough and how women always wants to be thinner. Like example, I would never be content with my nose, weight, height and not having a car myself and results and etc etc etc.

But as I go through this journey of life, I hope I could be content with what I have. Ohlalala~ I shall stop procrastinating about all those little "don't have" but appreciate the "haves".

(:

Quote from Michelle : " Make simple steps look difficult."
I say " Make cheap things look expensive!"

HAHA, crap can.

Leaving sg for a few days

2009-06-10T01:49:00.002+08:00

Going for a short trip to Malaysia.

(: I look forward to this realllly short trip and I hope "safe go safe come". LOL

Have more catching up to do (:
And school gonna start again. fyp seriously suck.
How I wish I can just skip school for the whole year. zzzzzz.

Okay lah. I go sleep now. Take care peeeps (:
I'll be back soon!

<3

2009-06-04T00:07:00.002+08:00

Some things are better left unspoken.
Some things are better left unspoken.
Some things are better left unspoken.
Some things are better left unspoken.
Some things are better left unspoken.
Some things are better left unspoken.
Some things are better left unspoken.
Some things are better left unspoken.
Some things are better left unspoken.
Some things are better left unspoken.
Some things are better left unspoken.
Some things are better left unspoken.
Some things are better left unspoken.

Regretting is never much a way out.

2009-05-24T11:35:00.003+08:00

WAHAHAHA

2009-05-24T11:08:00.003+08:00

Just saw the results on my quiz. I think it is really fun to see how your friends answer questions of the understanding of you. It's so fun and I'm so enjoying it. LOL.

On a note~
Many of my friends know what I like to eat.
Mostly know my favourtie subject.
But none know that I took my car tp once! HAHA. This is like so sad. LOL.

And I think the slap question is retarded lah. I just put it for fun.

Oh yay, I miss my Macpherson peeeps.
Saw XH at Cine yesterday, and I wonder how long have all of us meet up with me....

(: Gonna get busy. Love you.

Wedding wedding wedding

2009-05-18T23:26:00.004+08:00

Just some thoughts about it. As many people around me are going through this stage of life, well.. 2 couples around me, I am saying.

What would be your dream wedding? Simple and sweet? I guess for me, I really want it stunning. I believe getting married is like having to entrust your life to someone special, and therefore I feel that it have to be once in a life time so ever stunning. Right? Having the idea of a Chinese wedding would be like dinner in hotels and all, this is great enough. Top notch hotels : 1.5k per table, Good hotels: $1.2k per table, The not so good hotels : $800 per table. At least dinner at hotel, I say. NO cheapo buffet, NO cheapo things.

HOHO! Just some thoughts...

I'm busy with school and FYP.
Upcoming events would be Mum's birthday, Sunday Lycia's first month celebration. House warming for that oh-so-glamorous house? Next month, Malaysia trip and Stella's ROM. July, BIRTHDAYS and wedding dinner.

(:

2009-05-11T17:12:00.001+08:00

It is May again. Ain't it quick? It have been a year... Rest in peace.

2009-05-08T11:53:00.003+08:00

I couldn't care anymore. I just feel so tired of all this. I just don't feel like this is real. Just let me rant,please. I guess it's all myself, having to choose all these to tolerate and controlling myself. When all those lies and problems we have been facing, changes overnight. I know it is so so so hard. But probably, it's different now. Feeling that and I couldn't? Why? Have you ever consider my feelings? Maybe it's really just myself, me, my decision, my reluctance and my character. Maybe you didn't even care about me that much. But I'm really tired. I just need more time... I just need more of myself. My posts have been all like that, what have happen to me? Why is this happening? I just can't control my feelings.

2009-05-04T14:02:00.003+08:00

The boredness in me and around me. Okay, it is me being emotional here.

Guess I would need to quit everything. Seriously, just everything.

2009-05-03T00:47:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling horrible. Things just doesn't go the way it should....

Crazy love affair.

2009-04-28T15:01:00.001+08:00

In school now, omg.

I'm stressed up over fyp and all other stuffs. Gosh! Life is ups and DOWNS.

I wanna sleep liao lah! :(

What's for today?

2009-04-27T23:03:00.002+08:00

:(

Oh well....

Randoms

2009-04-26T23:05:00.003+08:00

Dogs meeting. HAHA. This is taken quite long ago, found it so cute and then randomly upload it.

Oh yay, Michelle's newborn (: Such a sweet girl.
Maybe I shall start wearing specs. Weeeheehee! Borrowed Timo's oh-so-large plastic specs. LOL (:

LOVE all.

2009-04-25T00:01:00.002+08:00

~~Maybe I have had enough? I guess strength is pulling me over now.~~ I know I'm slipping you away further and further. But even when I am still saying yes, would that be that? The wrongs, the mistakes, the forgiveness and the atonement. Cause you know the best. You know what I always want.

2009-04-23T12:13:00.002+08:00

Home internet is still down :( BOO.

Heard from the guys that they are going for those "training" in school, which is gonna be on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday before school starts. Oh well, I think this is such great idea! They should involve the girls too, like encourage fitness altogether ! (:

Exercising is great lah! Lose weight and keep fit. HAHA (:

I'm in school, I'm bored. BLAH.

Don't bother to read (:

2009-04-21T09:07:00.002+08:00

Things haven't been so great. I felt it really hard yesterday. I'm not happy. I assume things are okay. A lot of times, I stay too much on my past, it seems like a real concrete character of me being like this and I knew I would be like this forever. Should I assume that I would be fine again? Or am I really okay? Oh well, some things are just more important than the others, I guess. People see, people do, people err. But I felt a lot better now anyway, so not much of those emo stuffs. I just wanna take things by my stride. Crazily, I know I gonna go through this strongly no matter what. Or do I expect to stay another year here? Like hell, no way. Sometimes it is just people, people and people and people plus some school work stress? I really cannot believe it, I am actually stressing over school stuffs? It's never me who stress about school, never. The sense of importance of the final year and the reluctance? Oh well, life. I shall just stop procrastinating and live life.

And today is just the 2nd day of school... but life is about good things too right? I'm happy for class today. HAHA. Crap. Positive I should be, no?

Till then.
(:

2009-04-20T12:39:00.000+08:00

Home internet have been so so so down. In school now, for the first day of school.

Adidas spreeing.

LOVE (:

Awaiting...

2009-04-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

I have been so much awaiting to go Tampines 1 (: There's this new store, Uniqlo. I'm so excited already!

Have been spending so much this few days... on creams, gels, wash, blah blah blah. I got new clothings too! omg omg!

If God can give me money just like that? *snap finger*
Oh well, I should just rot at home? ya?
I WANT TO HAVE BIKE LICENSE!

2009-04-05T00:21:00.002+08:00

Have been busy with work! That 3 days omg work. HAHA, glad it is over lah. I need to stick to me exercise regime again! At least one week thrice (: Lalala~ Dance would be every week! I'm loving it! (:

Mabel needs to keep fit!
<3

My virgin ride on a bike.

2009-03-31T11:22:00.003+08:00

Okay, say me slow. But it is Suzuki V-strom, not any 2B or 2A could ride. Oh well, it's damn high and heavy lah!
This is it, for a better view.

Ya, yellow. Cousin favourite colour, for his sports car and this (:

Nice ride!

Randomsssss

2009-03-28T21:48:00.008+08:00

Some pictures from my phone (:

Ahhh~ coconut (:
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The time alone, along Telok Ayer street.

And... Eski bar.

Some random buys with my sister. And this! (: I wanna wear this only when school starts! HEE!

I got Jolin new album. HAHA. (:

And lastly! My love!

He damn act cute can?! I gave him my mini mickey bolster and he really took it leh! After that, I snatch back lah. LOL.

That's all people (:
~~Sometimes it's really hard.~~

2009-03-27T14:28:00.000+08:00

I came across one of my friend's blog, and I wonder.....

2009-03-26T11:34:00.000+08:00

Some time alone...

2009-03-26T11:01:00.003+08:00

I guess it was really great to spent time alone. I have long to do that.

As I went to return my uniform at near Clarke quay area, I walked around there. I went pass Eski Bar, I went pass many little small streets which really makes me feel really good. It's just relaxing. HAHA. It is not emo lah, Colin.

Anyway, I got myself a Adidas black watch! I have been eying that for the longest time. (: Pictures up sooooooon ya! And I had a temp job in Parkway next month, wish me luck. Till then. LOVE.

Bali trip March 2009

2009-03-22T12:55:00.017+08:00

I have bloggggged! (: Happy?

Pictures below are all from my Bali trip, no editings and all combined together from day 1 to 4!

Reach Changi Airport at about 5am. It was really RISE and SHINE. As in, the previous night I slept at 2am. So practically, only 3 hours of sleep. Pro right?!

Oh-damn-tired and sick face!
Slept and ate on plane and finally arrived after 2hours and 20mins.
They had these just beside the 'walk through' towards the customs. Oh well, Bali Bali.. I have this 'temple' kinda feeling when I first step into the grounds.She is so cute! Yeah, while walking she handed out her hand to my aunt. And slowly let go of daddy's hand! LOL.
View of the airport outside.

Just random anyhows.
Back to topic..

I would be foremost excited about Bali's beaches! What about you?
Showing to you... Kuta Beach. (just infront of my hotel)
Waves are as high as 1.5m or more. Omg. Countless of surfers.

Don't think there is no one in the picture. Tiny black spots are people wake-boarding.
Typical touristsssss.

Shopping! (:

My hotel.

Visitation to the so-called monky temple? Everyone with shorts need to tie on this.

The scenery inside is magnificent (: (didn't took the temple pictures as... monkeys invaded the territories and snatched belongings, my aunt had her glasses snatched away and FC nearly got his phone landed on monkey's hand, omg. So my camera is well-kept in my purple bag. HAHA)

We had sea sports! I think I really enjoyed this most! It is very expensive. We spent $200 plus for merely less than an hour sport-ing. I didn't took pictures cause I was so much enjoying. I played Banana boat, Flying fish and a free boat ride all thanks to FC's water skiing. Superly fun.

Volcano visitation.
Random boat picture. (and seriously, I do not know what's with me and all the twistsss)

Dining by the beach with sunset view. Fabulous (:
Each one a plate of this. One whole piece of fish. Big big serving.

Randoms

Massage.

Coffee farm. This Lotus really caught my eyes. Simply no editing at all.
That's all. Uploading take like years already.

Way back home (:

Bali natural soups! They are really good stuffs! (:

Cutest of all. Look alike mangosteen box with tea bags!
My buys. Dresses, bags, tops, dresses, dresses and more dresses. =D
Duty free shop damage =X

New DKNY Fresh Blossom. (Bell went Orchard and ask if they have it and only to hear Singapore would be having this only during May.)
M.A.C ! I was wanting to get more lah! The M.A.C person wasn't even there.

Okay. So long (:

LOVE.

Blue Ipod shuffle for sale

2009-03-20T22:20:00.003+08:00

Hey people, I have a BRAND NEW AUTHENTIC Blue Ipod shuffle for sale. (refer to above picture)

Refurbished iPod shuffle 1GB - Blue

Holds up to 240 songs
Up to 12 hours of music playback
15.6 g
1.62 x 1.07 x 0.41 inches (4.1 x 2.7 x 1.04 cm)
Apple Earphones
Included dock

Pricing ranges from $40.
Mail me at mabel_tan@hotmail.com if interested (:

Bali trip

2009-03-19T13:06:00.001+08:00

I'm back from my Bali trip!

WOOHOO! Bali is so much fun! (: Sea sports is great! Shopping is fabulous!

LOVE

2009-03-11T23:14:00.003+08:00

Before my Bali trip... I know you all miss my face (:

So I'm going to like upload a few pictures. Do enjoy them.

My lovely Jester.
Have you guys even seen this notes before? Old old Singapore 50 bucks.

Presenting to you... some insanely cute pictures (:
Okay. I know I'm cute :X

Signing off with L.O.V.E <3

Randomsssss

2009-03-09T00:19:00.004+08:00

MAC got its new make up collection. Guess what? It's Hello Kitty (:

NICE!

Eh, Victoria's Secret tankini is really gorgeous ! (Click here)

And wonder how much calories you burn when you sleep? Check it out here. HA.

LOVE YOU ALL.
That's all. LALALA~ BYE.

This very normal day

2009-03-05T15:32:00.006+08:00

It's just a very normal morning today. I woke up at around 11am, having the mind that I wanted to go down for a short run, to exercise. So I get myself prepared and wait for Bell, cause she had work as well, so we went downstairs together at about 12plus. Then after she went up the bus... I went for a run alone.

Then I went running, about approx 1.5km. Then, I went to my old block to climb the flight of stairs, to the 16th floor. There after, there's some problem.. I felt giddy and totally no strength to stand. Thereafter, I squat down to prevent myself from falling. It was really scary. I thought things was better as I started to regain strength and able to walk home.

But things didn't stop by there... I felt fainty still. I went to the lift, having the feeling to vomit and giddy at the same time. When I came out of the lift, I could even walk the half-flight down holding on the wall and my sight getting blur. And when I was outside my door and I really couldn't take it anymore. I squat down, seeing all blurry and white on my sight. I finally manage to open the door as I know mummy would be at home. then after opening my door, I lay flat on the floor.

Mummy as usual, being very worried was like "What happen to you?", "Why you like that?" and before I could say anything she was already rubbing lots of medicated oil on my forehead and nose. I felt better then after...

Now, I felt okay. I really really am afraid about it happening again. It is damn scary lah. I can almost felt death near me. (Okay, a bit exaggerating but who knows?)
I guess.. it is because of my no breakfast at all. I didn't eat anything from last night 8pm. So perhaps.. I would never gonna run without meals again. It is like super scary when I was alone some more.

(: I'm all right now! Eating home cooked chicken stew! Yummy <3

16 hours without food is FATAL with strenuous exercise.

PLEASE be careful when you run without food ah! (: LOVE.

Class tees? Friends tee?

2009-03-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hey, if you guys are interested in doing any class tees or friends-alike tees, do let me know! (: I have cheap cheap deals.

LOVES <3

2009-03-01T17:02:00.001+08:00

Hey people!

Do visit Bellolicious !

They have launch their very 1st post (:

Do support!

The super heavy loaded picture post (:

2009-02-28T00:28:00.014+08:00

Well, I have uploaded a lot of pictures! Alittle messy thou. And I'm so happy (:

First of all, I just came back from Natas fair @ Expo. Secondly, I got a temp event job. Thirdly, I sign up for Passion card today and got a free umbrella (: WAHAHA! Passion card really got a lot of benefits lah! You'll get discounts for lessons, booking of courts, collecting link points and yada yada. Lastly, we have booked our trip! We're going to Bali. Woohoo~

Got Jester to the vet today and I'm just glad he's just has sensitive skin, and the vet told us to stop all treats for him saying soon he gonna be a mcdonald kid. HAHA. So joker. And everyone say Jester is cute lah. I bet you'll agree with them too. Just see.....

Trying to put him in my bag. He's 9kg. (fyi)

This little girl came by with her grandpa and keep urging to play with my dog. She is sucha pretty girl with cutesy bangs (:

Mummy and Jester, after the vet visitation. Cute ah! lol. (She look like she gonna strangle him lah)

Random Random...

Photos from the zoo trip.

This is childhood.

Pretty pretty scenery.

The animals :D
The butts of the 3 elephants!!! Hee!

Took this picture from the board. CUTE!
White tigers! (:
He is soooooo cute! Lol.

My messy shoes. Planning to get a 9 shelves rack, enough to hold 40 pairs of shoes, I guess.

VITAGEN! Very cute right? I really think it is so cute. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

Some old pictures from the camera. Lambossssss saw along Suntec City area when I went to check out for some dance classes.

My freaking 10 packets of wet tissues.

My 7 pants? Remember? (:

My new new sneakers. Pretty? I love it. I pick grey over red as this colour + design is really unique. I got it at 70bucks @ Nike expo fair, great deal right? Wahaha!

Food feasting at Vienna. Seafood and all. Half eaten though. lol.

Yam and green tea ice cream (: LOVE

My new love... Royce white chocolate.

Random cute flower vase from Ikea. CUTE. I just have soft spots for cute things lah. I have no choice ;X It costs only around 3bucks?
Random mahjong tiles.

And cute poker cards...

I'm such a gambler! Sheessh.

Self shots! <3

Very straight? It is just normal blowing, not rebonding.

I quite like the natural straight. Nice?

I have been thinking of revamping my hair. Should I go for the rebonding and get the really straight effect or for the Japanese perm? I'm thinking hard, yet can't make any decisions. Any idea? (:

Oh well, LOVE to everyone.

(:

Life is like that.

2009-02-25T22:56:00.003+08:00

Happily only~ HAHA

I have been shopping a lot online this days. Oh well, retail therapy? It's good for guys and girls. Do try when you're bored, stress or whatever. Anyways, I have been awaiting for my upcoming trip. Not sure about the location.. but I'm still excited.

I wanna go Tibet! After watching Gem of Life, I think Tibet is really a nice plce and I'm sure I would be able to see and learn a lot of different things there.

Okay, I bought a new hula hoop today and it costs freaking 29 bucks. Expensive? But I'm so willing to pay for a thick bamboo hula hoop. It is so heavy lah. I'm not sure if everyone can do that, but it is not easy.

I neeeeeeda lose weight! (:

My spendings! (:

2009-02-24T00:02:00.006+08:00

I think this pink bag is really cutesy lah. So girl, omg. lol. ( I didn't get this.)

Haha, anyway got 7 pants today. I repeat 7. Of cause not jeans or whatever... I got pants for dance, running, outdoor and fbt! Wahahaha! It's not cheap altogether hor. Oh ya, I got a new bag today too.

Ya, it's the Chanel Inspired White quilted sling. I love it to bits (:

Was thinking.... of getting the smaller version in white too. Should I or not? Black bags are boring now. I've got too many blacks.

Random travel pictures (:

2009-02-18T15:11:00.013+08:00

We went to Shenzhen "Windows of the World". Thay have all the famous landmarks and cutesy stuffs all around. Will need 1 whole day to finish walking. HAHA. Big big big.

Minus 10 degrees. We wore jacket beneath the red coat. Super duper cold. We all got out within 10mins, imagine that?

Out we go... to many places. Like Hongkong, Macau and random pictures.

FC lame retarded face.

Hongkong street.
Little orange that taste so sweet (:

Jay Chou's potato chips? HAHA.
HK night lights.

Macau. That's daddy in the picture. HAHA

Travelling together is such a joy that money cannot be buy. Love.

LOVE.

Chill out yo! :D

2009-02-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

Holidays~

I have been really busy with I don't know what. HAHA. Went out today and bought 10 packets of wet tissues, I'm so crazy. I got cucumber and peach one. I think they are really good to use (:

I got my dance pants too! At quite a bargain, so I was really happy. And I found my psp charger out of no where. And I found puzzle bobble game! Lalalalala~ I think I really need a job soon. Maybe weekend or something. Blah. I got lotsa pictures to upload too. Do await then. (:

Signing off with LOVE (:

2009-02-10T14:24:00.002+08:00

First of all, I wanna congratulate Eileen for passing her driving (:

She must have been on cloud 9 and hell celebrating for it.

Secondly, I have sign up for dance class. Like finally.. cause it have been on my mind for quite some time...

Thirdly, I wanted to share this blog link with you. It's my cousin's blog in memories of her dog, Domin. Click here.

2009-02-07T03:01:00.001+08:00

I wanna watch this!!! (:

I guess I have so much movies to watch, it's always never ending lah.
Blah.

Facebook-ing.

Random anyhows (:

2009-02-02T20:58:00.003+08:00

Too red for new year? Wahahaha. Red bag, laptop, laptop case, make-up purse, wallet, mouse and not forgetting my new red wedges. (:
I'm in all smiles. Red is love.

Pink is my second love. My F480 and my PSP.
Wister super uber cute baby face! HAHA.
ME! (:
Twist is for fun! LOL.
Love. Love. Love.

I have this new love for YAM (: Yam stuffs just make me go gaga now. LOL.
Feel like looking for dance classes around. HAHA. Random things around.

I DID MY HAIR TODAY! I dye it to ruby brown. Just way darker than my previous colour tone. I went to my aunt's salon.

Blah. I have been blogging so much today cause...I am so bored today so I just blog and blog. HEE! Enjoy.

True fear?

2009-02-02T19:48:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Losing Someone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Death
Commitment
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I did two of that same quiz. HAHA. I really think it's quite true lah. You guys may try it. (:

My randomness

2009-02-02T00:27:00.004+08:00

Randomness (:

The day of Reunion Dinner. Went off to temple and pray.
Details of my fake nails. It costs around 50bucks.

BEWARE....

Sharing with you my worst fall... on the face.

Ya lah, it's me lah. Damn scary right? I bet you didn't know that. As of photo, it was 9 years ago...
Actually, this picture was took like... 3weeks or so after the bad fall? Omg. I really think it is damn scary lah.

WAHAHAHA. I'm gonna update soon!
LOVE <3

Chinese New Year (:

2009-02-01T23:52:00.005+08:00

I know I haven't been constantly updating, but but but I'm trying my best though (:

Sharing with you my Chinese New Year and lotsa other random photos. LOVE and enjoy!

Woke up super duper early for this year CNY. I think I woke at 7.30. It was a long day neeways. I walked, run-ed and cabbed around.

(:
Cousins (:
Ya ya ya, she is my far-related cousin.
All of us together (:

And a later photo at grandma's place.

Didn't took a lot of photos that day, casue we were all busy collecting angbaos and trying not to miss out any adult who didn't give. HAHA. I think I had fun.

I also caught Fann's new movie , The Wedding Game, on the first day of Chinese New Year. Me and my sister were the dangeruous drivers of the night taking my cousins back home. HAHA. Fun driving without the adults I guess. LOL.

That's my new year, how about yours? (:

2009-01-25T12:12:00.001+08:00

I did FAKE nails (: I would upload the photos later on then.

I wish everyone a happy chinese new year in advance and enjoy their reunion dinner altogether (: LOVES

Random :D

2009-01-21T19:45:00.003+08:00

Wister funny face (: HAHA Damn cute leh.My dog! HAHA. He damn cute lah.
Colin jiao bin. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

The mahjong cupcakes I ordered for my friends and relatives (: Damn cute and nice.

My oh-so new and pretty stud (:

I HAVE BEEN DOING A LOT OF SHOPPING! (:

2009-01-21T19:05:00.003+08:00

MUHAHAHA. I have been spending like crazy for CNY things and NON-CNY things.

Damn funny. Please, I shouldn't be spending like mad. Omg.

I go online to see clothes design and to search the item outside at those retailers shop. It's so fun to do that neeways (:

I got 3 shorts, 3 dresses, 1 skirt, 3-4 tops, 1 cardigan and 1 belt. The list go on... 1 Espirt bag, Bodyshop cream and stuffs, facial wipes, concealer, and a lot lah!
I SPENT THE MOST THIS YEAR! You can roughly estimate I can have around 6 sets of CNY clothes. HAHA (: I'm happy lah

I found a lot of nice dresses which are all sold out from blogshops, I guess it's really a secret place I can go and see those items. BLAH. So so happy to found that place. I saw this few pieces (: And I bought them. They are all sold out from lylarose.

I got a white,pink and black one! Nicest of the 3 colours.

To all my January babies friends/relatives,

3rd January - Happy Birthday Melvin
10th January - Happy Birthday Hwayhou
15th January - Happy Birthday Fred
17th January - Happy Birthday Ruijing
18th January - Happy Birthday JK
20th January - Happy Birthday Timothy/Denise
24th January - Happy Birthday Eileen
29th January - Happy Birthday Fatty

May you enjoy all blessings.

AND I hereby wish all my friends and readers a HAPPY NIU YEAR (:

LOVE.

Thoughts.

2009-01-12T09:50:00.003+08:00

Have been thinking a lot this few days...

Really. If you consider by years, I'm already 20. That's a very mature age, I believe. I know that many a times people still live inside their fun and kiddy kind of attitude in life, who doesn't? Like example, in times like people passing away and stuffs, one would be more ripe and perhaps grow up a little more?

It is usually not easy to grow up and be good all the times, people do go wrong sometimes. To err is human, no? Life experience? I don't dare to take up a big post of it, but still that's 20 years.. so maybe 1/4 of my lifespan? I think growing up is really about people and yourself. If you are considerate and thoughtful towards people and their feelings, I really felt so inferior to you, cause I think I'm still learning that. About how to treat people better and how to make things better for them.

What about things or accidents that happen towards you that have such a huge impact on you? How will one face it? I guess different people will do and handle it differently and whether they did it well, I guess only God know. Life is so much unpredictable.

Having a good attitude towards life, learning the things about life and going through sadness and downs in life? It's all part of growing up, I believe.

xoxo

<3

New photos from another camera! (:

2009-01-07T14:15:00.003+08:00

Random travel pictures (:

Look like Changi Airport? Oh well, Guangzhou Airport that is. Haha.

Big huge chess.

Random shot. Nice right? I think only in those olden shows you'll get to see this kinda scenery.

Some maiden bed in olden times.

EEEkkkks! Tsk-tsk. China water? LOL

2009-01-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

Putting the new feed is a right move! (:

I get to know who my readers are and why they don't tag?

People I assume like Wenxin, Att and Jamie.

BLAH! (: Love.

Newly added traffic feed (:

2009-01-06T14:29:00.002+08:00

I've added new traffic feed on my blog. It shows where you come from and which link leads you to that.

WAHAHAHAHA (:

Make up?

2009-01-05T11:23:00.005+08:00

The favourite best concealer (:

The current eyeliner that I'm using. It's Chanel. Totally great (:

Just this both and it would make my day!

Nights people!

New year

2009-01-05T11:19:00.002+08:00

Oh well, I know I'm quite late to wish people happy new year, but neeways I so much prefer Chinese New Year! (:

WAHAHA. Can't wait for all those nice clothes and dressing up. They are just LOVE. Happenings in JAN!

I just anticipate.

Day 1 in Guangzhou

2008-12-26T23:15:00.010+08:00

From the flight and everything...

So this is the first picture I took. That's sunlight. Really beautiful. Yet "oh-so-nice-and-soothing".

What's so surprise to see my picture up next, huh? HAHA (:

Yeah, some stupid name of don't know what shop in the airport.

1st attraction is the Sun Yat-Sen Memorial Hall.

A groupie photo! (:

Next, the historical Tan ancestors place.

"Chen". Oh yeah, that's my surname! Humph.
"Ping tang hu lu". If you get what I mean, you got it. If not, too bad.

(It's some plum with hard candy coat)

Everyone had a stick cause "someone" got 12 sticks altogether. We almost puked out. HAHA
YAYAYA! This is sosososo incredible!

You must be thinking... "Yeah, an art piece. Nice"

(Actually I wasn't allow to take ANY pictures in the gallery, but I was overwhelmed, I can't help it. HAHA)

THIS IS NO ORDINARY DRAWINGS.

They are embroidery. Threads and many threads. I am really impressed.

Some camwhoring pictures then....

Tea time! *SLURPS!*
Some kissing scences. Some kungfu scences.
Some attacking and ya whatever you call that meditating scenes.

My dad and Uncle William (:

Then then then... we proceed to shopping! (:

Least did we expect so many people.

All the streets were flowded with people, can you imagine my mummy was almost lost? Yeah, that scary. I got myself a brown boots only, which in upcoming pictures you'll see rotating between me and my sister.
Curry fishballs. I like. One bowl lesser than 1dollar. Nice and cheap!

Furballs. Those dogs were really love. They are so cute. And guess what, you don't have to pay 900 or 1k for them. Just mere $40. Yes. $40. One day job pay? I guess, it's really different life in different situation.

Those furballs are really soooo CUTE! (:

To end the day,

We had dinner, and my best massage ever! (: I so enjoy it.

It's lesser than $20 for near 2 hours treatment from head to toes.

And a hairwash for $2.

And 4 people supper for $8 for freaking 4 plates of 8 dimsums and 4 bowls of noodles,varying from beef noodles, wanton mee and horfun. HAHA.

That's already 1plus by then.

And my oh-so-freedom shot. I love it.

LOVE <3

Twilight craze.

2008-12-26T23:12:00.001+08:00

I really really think he is super cute. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Flying off in 18hours.

2008-12-13T13:53:00.002+08:00

Actually I wanna scheduled 10 different posts each day. But guess, it's abit too much and I have nothing much to say about. But I promise when I come back, I'm sure I will fill my blog with all the photos! (:

HAHA. I'll missssssss all of you. And my precious Jester.

Bolt.

2008-12-13T01:02:00.001+08:00

SUPER NICE! (:

Recommended!!!

My new bangs.

2008-12-12T23:10:00.003+08:00

Not exactly new I say. But still hot news (:

Quite messy.

Yay, that's all.

Oh yeah,

Pen this down for the New Year at the Marina Bay. Balls like this will be floating around.

I'm flying off in like 33hours.

LOVE.

10 days. 10 days.

2008-12-09T11:13:00.001+08:00

The longest trip away. The furthest trip away.

(:

14/12 - 23/12

2008-12-04T14:20:00.001+08:00

Click to enlarge

WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! Colin ah Colin.

* We're talking about Pet Society, just in case you don't know.*

2008-12-04T10:32:00.000+08:00

Tracy's wedding. The grandest wedding.

2008-11-23T13:36:00.013+08:00

Had been wanting to post this post on the 22nd Nov, but didn't have time.

(Date posted 30th Nov)

Neeways, didn't arrange the photos too. Quite alot of time consumed.

Blah. I still got lotsa stuffs to blog about! (:

Here I goooooo...

The really pretty place. Shangri La Hotel. Total guests = 1100. Total costs estimated = $200k.

Food was served in per person portion.
Wedding gifts for guests.

1. Crystal in within photo frame.

2. Heart shape tea kinda stuffs.
Decorations on table. Really really sweet.

Guests. (pardon for blur picture. Lighting there was reddy pinkish)

Stage.

Photos took before the wedding (:

Yeah :D

Still got alot of other photos. But ya, too much. Maybe another time under random postings! (:

Wahahahaha!

ATTENTION ALL E44C peeps,

I have the pictures on my harddisk liao! Take from me , cause I won't go over to give you personally. BLAH! (:

LOVE ALL.

Birthday pictures up next! (:

Best birthday gift (:

2008-11-22T15:32:00.003+08:00

Guess I have already received my best birthday gift of all (:

After sooooooo long, I finally got my freedom.

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THE FREEDOM TO DRIVE !!!

I'm on Clouds 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16 ~
HAHA.

Just came right after my birthday.

I used nearly a year to get it.

Theory tests had already took 9 months. Know why so long?

I failed FTT once. In my case, booking time are usually 3 months for theory.

Around October, then I started having serious lessons for practical (:
I was really blessed and lucky, I guess! (:

WAHAHA. I'm just so happy.

Roar!

2008-11-20T11:21:00.011+08:00

Hey! Know you all missed me. HAHA (:

Ya ya, the heels.Tried this top and skirt at Cotton On.

Overall comment : Quite classy

But didn't get it, cause it doesn't seems like a normal wear for school? I don't know.

Okay. My cam-whoring time! HAHA.

Tried the different lighting mode, which is better?

This is the grossest thing ever.

It seems like some overflowing watery wasabi or something. But it's not at all.

Presenting to you.... that chocolate ice-cream, strawberry ice-cream, vanilla ice-cream, coffee, soy sauce, vinegar, red chilli pepper and some gross stuffs I forgotton.

Omg, damn.

And I was the first to taste that -.-

Then to the rest.

Weihao acting shy lah. WAHAHA. Please lor, actually I not taking your pictures can. I taking the BLUE coffee cup what.

LALALA.

Peace out yo! (:

2008-11-18T13:22:00.002+08:00

Random day out at Funan and Suntec (:

Saw this Soduku Challenge at Funan and thought it was quite impressive. Kids nowadays are really bright!

Dangling Christmas trees at Suntec.

And I got myself a Charles & Keith heels. This should be the highest heels I got.
Aiyo, Forget to take the height of the heels. But it's okay, cause I know this is totally hotness and I'm digging it (:

(These pictures does no justice to the shoes, it's quite unglam here.)

530 words -.-

2008-11-17T22:41:00.003+08:00

Omg.

I wrote a 530 words RJ.

That's 1/4 of PP -.-

I'm the last to blog about it. HAHA.

2008-11-13T11:40:00.012+08:00

SCHOOL NIGHTS OUT; LAND EXPEDITION

Oh well, both my "tour mate" and "tour guide" blog already.

HAHA. Before that we went around school to take pictures with Tim and JK.
Chatted about everything. Imagine sitting at W1 for 2 hours?
We're good talkers.

After getting drinks from 7-Eleven, Eileen's idea to explore school at the night.
It was fun.

Okay, that's Eileen. HAHA.
SEE! I post your picture first lah. Our lovely "tour guide".
I think this picture is damn nice~ Okay, I'm the photographer.
Artistic (:

Night lighting.
Sibei act cute can. HAHAHA.
LOL. JK's phone lah. Spoil this "oh-so-nice" picture. Damn. But yay-ness in this picture. Tried a lot of times hor!
Eileen's jump.

MEmeMEmeMEmeME.
Eileen and me look damn shag can. HAHA. Ugly lighting.Lalala~ I so like this picture! (:

I'll end with Eileen's picture again. HAHA. Honoured right?

Our K-box and part 2 expedition. HAHA.

Start from Kbox. HAHA. Okay, both of them went into singing right away.

Me... I still love my camera more.

Ya ya ya... walking all the way from Pasir Ris Ehub to Tampines. Damn far can.
We still have our laptop with us all the way.
LOL. For people who know me well, I actually hate walking quite a lot. Ya, lazy enough. I know.

But I quite enjoy that night. First time walking so far in the middle of the night, oh, early morning, I mean.

Weihao keep saying "2 siao char bo, 1 siao da po."
LOL.

Nice view and weather. Seems like endless road...

Weihao never take picture with us. HAHA.

Pit stop at playground and"pineapple" and Mcdonalds.
Chat and joke all the way~

We had breakfast at 4.15am and I went to sleep very soon after eating. LOL. I'm such a bad "thon-ner".

HAHA. Eileen says she entertain Weihao. But I also think I entertain them by sleeping! HAHA. Went home then after.
Tired.

That's all! (:

Random enough. Wahaha.

2008-11-13T10:33:00.001+08:00

Miss me? I KNOW (:

2008-11-11T12:00:00.004+08:00

:D

My new new new new new perfume from VS.
Wahahahahhaa

2008-11-11T10:24:00.001+08:00

It just seems that I can't go on...

Can't go holding on.

Gatherrrrring, shall we?

2008-11-06T10:35:00.004+08:00

Shall we have plans out together? HAHA (:
I damn long never hang out with E44C peeps liao.

I was thinking maybe 25th November was good?
LOL.
That weihao still can tell me is" tuesday...yadah yadah yadah"
Then henry tell me "Not free that day lah... yadah yadah yadah....kidding"

Since so long we play bomberman together and slack together...cause of work,commitments and all... And most importantly, I have missed lessooooonnns.

We shall gather gather gather and play. HAHA (:

I'm not well :(

2008-11-04T15:14:00.005+08:00

PP presentation tomorrow.

If I say I'm not worried, I'm lying.

But neeways, I really shouldn't be absent from school so much.

Cause I haven't been feeling well. (And the picture above is just so cute HAHA)

I shall brace myself up to get to school.

It's something not easy, but I'll try.

Love to all (:

2008-11-03T16:16:00.003+08:00

2008-11-03T16:15:00.000+08:00

Bit by bit...
I'm gonna revamp my life (:

My new gadget (:

2008-10-28T00:32:00.002+08:00

It's love (:

Lalala..

One week of holiday.

I had already.......

1. Badminton

2. Driving lessons

3. Bought new phone, trade in the old

4. Bought moisturizer

5. Tried waxing off those hair at home

6. Went out for supper

7. Stayovers

Random enough random enough.

Have you been missing my face? (:

Walking out

2008-10-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

I'm slowly walking out of your life...

My new splurges.

2008-10-22T22:21:00.004+08:00

Just slippers :)

The rest.

Blah.

EILEEN GOH. You suck lah.

HAHA.

2008-10-22T22:10:00.001+08:00

I miss the E44C gatherings :(

Nature Reserve :)

2008-10-22T21:09:00.007+08:00

Found this picture super lame. Birdy. HAHA :)

Saw nothing?
Yay, there it is. Scary. I freaked out. HAHA.

Mud skipper. Saw it?
Orange bug. Tiny winny bug.

Just some nature reserves pictures... nothing interesting but yet long to seen them for a long time.

My shopping sprees next. HAHA :)

My splurges.

2008-10-17T23:42:00.008+08:00

Your words have fallen impacts on me.

Cause they drop right on the spot of tenderness.

But what can I say when I know they were the truth?

I really felt that way too, but maybe that my life? No life?

Sometimes I wanna be alone.

Sometimes I felt having very much little friends.

Sometimes I felt otherwise.

Or is that because I do not have people for my heart pour?

Too reserve?

I'm just myself.

The crazy one.

The emotional one.

The usual one.

Is it really time for changes?

Or do I not want those changes at all?

Seriousness?

I can't tell nor decide.

Life, I really don't quite get it still.

Speak no words.

Ask no questions.

School is just too bored. Random.

2008-10-17T14:49:00.002+08:00

Click to enlarge. HAHA :)

School is just too bored. Eileen one is today lah. Colin one is OLD one. HAHA

UP next..

NATURE RESERVE pictures (:

Fall for you

2008-10-16T16:22:00.003+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

_________________________________

I like it so much.
Someone just like it so much.
Everyone love this.

:)

Here you go!

2008-10-16T12:21:00.002+08:00

Cause there are some things in life that is certainly out of control.

Which make people really undecisive.

Freedom speech whatever. It is like that.

Whine and crys.

Emo.

:(

Life

2008-10-10T11:13:00.002+08:00

Cause life is like that.

There are sadness, happiness, joy, peace and regrets.

But I guess...

Things are quite different.

2008-10-04T14:40:00.002+08:00

Cause I'm not in anyone's importance, not anyone.

:(

Hello Kitty!!!

2008-10-02T15:00:00.003+08:00

WAHAHAHA! CUTE.

FC super lame blog.

2008-10-02T13:42:00.000+08:00

HAHA.

Super lame blog

Okay. Lame.

Girls

2008-10-02T09:33:00.004+08:00

What is it I wanna talk about girls? About myself? About how girls behave?

Just let me rant, okay?

As what I saw from Wikipedia was...

A girl is any female human from birth through childhood and adolescence to attainment of adulthood and may also mean a young woman.

Back to the what I wanna say...

Girls complain.
Girls whine.
Girls cry.

Girls like to take their time making up.
Girls like shopping.
Girls love dressing up, looking pretty.
Girls like bitching together.
Girls like checking cute guys together.

Girls LOVE to check hot girls together.
Girls LOVE their boys.

Girls are easy to please.

I always hear people going around saying "Girls are hard to understand."

(What I mean is generally, of course not all girls love doing all the above.)

But what I felt most to the heart was... Girls are easy to please.

I went across Soonyan's blog. I saw her print screen. I felt that little things about what her guy can do for her, will make her happy. I believe this rule apply to all girls.

Small sweet stuffs. Little thoughts. Some efforts.

Will guys be that easy to please?

Okay. Random enough.

One of my friend ask me this question... How many (if any) times would you tolerate cheating in a relationship?

I was thinking hard...

Not at all was my answer.

But isn't human nature to err?

This set me thinking... maybe this is life.

My lack of updates.

2008-09-26T01:22:00.003+08:00

I haven't been properly blogging for like ages. Omg.

The usual updates? I guess. Some dumb school work and stupid PP poster. It's really so time constraining.

Blah blah blah.

Did I say that I have been spreeing quite a lot this days? Haha. I bought a lot of stuffs lah. And is so broke. Need need need money. Wahahaha.

LALALA! I will blog properly next time kays? :)

LOVE all.

Oh drats. I know some spammer are just so oh-so-free, causing a lot of disturbance in my blog. But hey, I can tell you this.. if you hate it here, just leave. Don't dirty my blog with some stupid comments, oh wells.