I really wanna have a new blogging space or maybe just frequent my blogging time. Neeways, I have been looking forward to my upcoming trip to Shanghai-Hangzhou trip. Hohoho! I guess... I needa new camera. Maybe a DSLR? And I want E71! And Gucci lanyard!
I'm off to more packing :) Eileen says my toiletries are a month load of supply. HAHA. I'll be just away for 7 days. Lalalala~
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
1:30 AM -
So much of those actually. I guess choices are up to be made. It's not up to me anyway... but I have been feeling the pain. I wonder if I was also making the right choice, but I think I did not regret bits of it, cause at least I'm truthful towards what I want to attain. I believe in constant trying? Haha. Please me please. HAHA. BYE
The last ut on the go (:
Monday, August 24, 2009
1:59 AM -
I don't even think you could threaten me in your whatever ways. And I don't think I was wrong for asking.. cause it is so god damn logical. Common sense please. Like damn, I don't need you to say this and that, or what so ever things that I should even oblige. Cause I don't like it, and you don't have the rights to order. Or even threaten? That's so damn whatever. If you expect people to do things for you, do that for people too. Whatever ways people are treating you is the mirror of reflection on how you're treating people. I don't need anyone to reprimand me on what I'm doing or what I have done, cause I need only to account for myself, but nobody.
Emotions and all just made me realize sometimes I handled it wrongly. But then again.. I guess.. No one would need to account to anybody. Well well, 2 more days. And I shall become another person (:
P.S : FC, I'm not emo. And stop stalking me. HAHA.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
1:43 AM -
I guess this is life. Maybe those ups. Maybe those downs. I guess, it is hard. Nevertheless, I will make it possible. Being delirious in my own crazy little ways. Everything have happened, and I know things happen for a reason. Say I'm right, please. I should never regret or maybe I should regret? This is life... no? Confounded people, confusing minds. Trying to be with someone is not being in a relationship. Being in one means you could just be yourself and not try to communicate or whatsoever to please each other. I guess, all of you out there understand. But how hard have we all been trying? Not once, not twice or even for the rest of your life... will you regret the choice? Being simple is never so easy or "simple" as it seems.
Life have been so fragile. Who knows what would happen next? Things are just so close to me. Those happenings are so real, accident? How can human even prevail and defend ourselves when this are all the saying for God? Sometimes, I miss the people in my life... like my primary school friends, secondary school friends and my poly friends. Less talking does not mean I have forgotten about you. Sometimes we need to make decisions, in choosing our friends, making part of life fulfilling and enjoying. Part of life, you may think of choosing different people as your friends, but yet again... are they really your friends? No one could judge, not me not you.
I'm afraid of this. I'm afraid of death, people's death. BK, since last year... I still haven't accept that you're already not here. I chose to run away from all those, but could I? How am I suppose to face it so bravely? I can't. Sometimes I hope, life could be more plain, be more enhancing yet simple. But what are the facts? Death is one. Living is two.
Getting through and enduring it... ain't easy. Just a emotional post.
Friday, August 7, 2009
2:48 PM - FYP madness
Have been doing a lot of work these days. FYP is seriously killing. And I have no time for anything :(
Would update more during holidays. Wahahaha.
(: Meanwhile, enjoy this weekend!
2:46 PM - Jobs anyone?
Night and Late Nights shift. (Any days) Near Chinatown. Wine retail and service. $7 per hour.
Mail me if you guys are interested. firstname.lastname@example.org
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
12:17 AM - (:
Have been away from blog for the longest time :(
But I guess I'm still back for blogging, cause it's love. Just some random pictures on the last week wedding blast. I dressed quite casually actually. All the other photos on Facebook! (:
Have been really getting away from school and seriously-don't-think-can-pass-modules making me all stirred up. What's wrong actually? Maybe my laptop and cause I'm just so sick of school. I hope lappie comes back quickly and school ends quickly. Fyp report, due on 5th. I hate Silicon. I hate MKS sputtering. I hate YOU.
Have been yoghurting a lot these days! LOL (: And I shall blog more often, I promise.